ding.ding.ding.ding.ding.ding.ding.ding.ding.ding.ding.ding.
the eternal ding reminds you, it gets you, it blows your mind off.
a day is over. another 24 hours, another year is gone and your life ends up every minute.
it is 12pm and a new day begins.
it is 12pm and a new dawn is breaking.
it is 12pm and a new life begins.
it is 12pm and somebody pushed button number 23.
it is 12pm and i am turning 23.
there's nowhere else to run. i can't go back and i can't move on yet. if you can't move on... move on! i wanna shine, i wanna fly, i wanna settle. another day, another year, another life but no changes come along. i'm so much older than i can take. i wanted it all... don't take me in a wrong way but i might need direction for perfection. so you gotta help me out. i can't hold on.
12pm is the time that die - 12pm is the time that i awake. you'll find me down in the streets, down in the rain, reminded by an uncertain ding. you'll find me making a strange face. a mix of astonishment, unknowledge and confidence. then, after a minute of paralysation you can see it changing. it doesn't belong to the young boy anymore. my eyes start fading. 23 - it was supposed to be so easy but i'm not a boy anymore and barely a man.
so please, who threw my toys away and gave me coffee? who wants some coffee?
i don't ask for much - i just want my ice cream back.
am i chasing time again? i don't know the answer. i'm just turning 23 all alone, not happy nor sad. it doesn't really move me. a brand new day was born just in time. my soul is surfing to midnight. easiness comes with summer time. i step out into the sun and every day is summer in my mind. there's a bright smile upon my face.
tell mama i wouldn't be back for tea. don't wait for me, i'm not coming home yet...
i'll go to thailand instead.
thailand???
thailand!!!